Love will find its way

"aaaaa gila bangeeeet!" beberapa jam yang lalu gw baru saja mengucapkan kalimat itu. Kalimat tersebut gw keluarkan karena hari ini gw seneng sekaligus kaget banget. Best friend gw bilang kalo dia akan lamaran bulan November ini.

Sesuai judul dari posting ini Love will find its way, hari ini gw menemukan kenyataan yang membenarkan kalimat ini. Gw masih inget banget, kurang dari setaun lalu, sahabat gw ini hampir setiap hari bersedih tentang mantan pacarnya yang tiba-tiba ninggalin

Happy Birthday Anindya :D

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They were born for any reason too

Dua hari yang lalu, 3 September 2010, gw berbuka puasa di sebuah panti asuhan di Solo. Kira-kira ada 30 orang anak yatim piatu di sana. Mukanya bahagia, hampir tiap saat mereka ketawa, seperti ga kurang satu apapun. Berada ditengah-tengah mereka membuat gw merasa semakin beruntung atas berkat keluarga.

Mereka lebih berani daripada anak yang dibesarkan di rumah sendiri. Mungkin karena sering berhadapan sama orang-orang baru hampir setiap hari. Habis selesai makan, gw ngobrol-ngobrol sama mereka dan ternyata mereka lucu-lucu loh. Kalau setiap ditanya, jawabannya polos sambil haha-hihi (chuckle). Karena liat gw bawa kamera kemaren, mereka bilang "mbak mbak, mau difoto dong". Terus abis gw foto, mereka bilang "mbak mbak liat dong" sambil narik kameranya -__-". dasar anak-anak akan tetap bertingkah seperti anak-anak. ahhaha apasih gw. Dua bocah di bawah ini bernama Riza (kanan) dan Rahma (kiri). Ini beberapa cuplikan obrolan kami:

T: eh eh puasanya udah bolong berapa dek?

J: belom bolong dong :p

T: waaah hebaat (terus terang gw ngomongnya agak lebai hahahaa). terus kalo sahur pake apa?

J: pake nasi sama telor mbak, kalo buka seadanya deh.

T: seneng ga mau lebaran?

J: seneng dong haha hihi

kira-kira obrolannya seperti itu, terlalu banyak kalau mau ditulis semuanya.

Oya, kemarin pas kami berbuka di sana, ada beberapa incoming students yang ikut serta. Namanya Anika dan Bettina, mereka exchangee dari Jerman.

Birthday Blast :D

Hi all. Today is my birthday, my legal age. 6 hours ago I'd been kidnaped by some unmisterious people. Hahaha. Call them my friends, my remedies. They're doing like crazy. I was forced to close my eyes by them. I got my eyes strapped, my nose pressed (__"), then they got me to the car and took me somewhere undetected.

Could you guess what they did to me? They put me in to javanese modificated ceremony. Well, I am a fan of Indonesian culture, especially for javanese culture. That's why they did itu to me -_-. I had to follow all of their crazy instruction (knocking the door, being watered (hhh), being thrown to the bath tub (more hhhh), treading the egg, etc). The silliest was they were dressed in Javanese too. I still don't know whose property it was. haha. When I got my eyes opened, there were Anggie, Nurul, Dayu, Jo, Kiki, Anggra, Madean, Emman, Dito, and Weda.

Anyway, thank you guys for the blast, for the greeting, and for the gift. It'll be unforgetable blast ever. Don't forget to return all of the properties. I love you. mwah mwah :*

ps: woi badan gw bau kembang woi. seram.

Feeling Fine

doe, a deer a female deer

ray, a drop of golden sun

me, a name i call my self

far, a long long way to run

sew, a needle pulling thread

la, a not to follow so

tea, a drink with jam and bread

That will bring us back to do

I met this tame mamal at Bale Kambang Park. Anyway, Life's going fine these days (except some academical schedule trouble). I guess that i'm fed up with this past problem. God showed me some good parts these days and God is very fair. I live my present for my future, not past. It's time to go :) 

14 Days To Go

Hmm ini postingnya agak ga jelas sih. Cuma karena belom ngantuk aja. Percaya atau tidak, posting sesuatu pasti membuat gw mengantuk. haha. 14 hari lagi itu tanggal 4 september. hmm sebenernya gw ga pengen tanggal segitu cepet-cepet dateng. Gw males harus berumur 21 tahun, walaupun gw tau juga sih itu harus disyukuri, itu adalah berkat. Kalo dari ekspektasi gw, umur 21 itu merupakan second turning point setelah umur 17 tahun. Umur yang kayanya bakal banyak perubahan (if it works as planned). Di tahun ke 21 ini bakal banyak yang terjadi, kalau sesuai perkiraan.

1. Bakal jadi ulang tahun 'pertama'. Ga terlalu masalah juga sih, nothing was special juga.
2. Akan ujian skripsi abis ulang taun. amin.
3. Bakal pindah dari pre-klinik ke klinik. amin. semoga tepat waktu.
4. Di umur 21 tahun ini, pekerjaan sebagai NEO juga akan berakhir. Entah akan berlanjut atau enggak. first thing(k) first lah ya.

Tadinya gw berharap akan ada di rumah pas ulang tahun, hehe tapi ternyata itu belum libur. Gw baru balik tanggal 7 sore ke Jakarta. Untuk kado, gw ga berharap apa-apa. Tahun ini wishlist gw (yang dulu pernah gw post di tumblr) terpenuhi semua jadi kayanya ga ada alasan lagi buat minta sesuatu. Ada sih yang pengen gw beli, tapi kayanya nabung dulu deh hehe x)

Hiks barusan di IM mbak wewen, katanya tangannya papa kena luka bakar kira-kira derajat 2. entah mesti :( atau (_ _")

Two Third –Year Summary

This year is a bitter-sweet year for me. I have passed so many kinds of new dares.

• In the beginning, I learned how to free something that had been with me for several years. I lost something that I wouldn't have it back forever. Errr anyway, I don't want to have it back either. It felt like you're losing one of your legs. But I walk through it all. It's true that God never gives problem without its solution, God never makes us ask if there's no answer. And I've been the whole-hearted.
• I learned a lot about people. In this year, I've met many new people. I've got some new good friends, even best friends. They are awesome and independent. Having good times with them is like resetting your mind and it becomes any lighter.

• I love my family (more than ever). Because of something gone, I have more time to spend with my family and to be at home. Random-talking with my mother, silly-talking with my father, picking my nieces at their school, going to the cinemas with all my nieces and nephews, and driving my sister anywhere. Unconsciously, they are great, they are amazing. They are reason to be at home while having holiday.
• One step closer with old-buddies (high school pals). I always love how we treat each other. They are called friends till the end, my remedies. Talking to you makes the worst to be worse, the worse to be bad, bad to be good, the good to be better, and the better to be best J
• I knew new unexpectedly people. This point is funny enough. I've never thought to have a closer friendship with this guy. The last time I saw him was about 3 years ago at my high school. We have ever talked for little time only, until we met on an internet messenger. Accidentally, we had a quite similar problem then we talked much. I know, I learned some things from you, man! I hope you're having goodtime now. Better to take some green vegetables and keep breaking a leg!
• I also know another nice person. I don't know how to start writing about him. Yes, I mean you.
• Being NEO, Wall climbing, playing guitar at college's event, trying for volley, learning Deustch, making a try of Bengawan, etc. These are the best part J
• By today, my thesis hasn't been finished yet. I hope it will be finished by September

Happy Independence Day Indonesia

" Indonesia tanah airku, tanah tumpah darahku

  Disanalah aku berdiri, jadi pandu ibuku

  Indonesia kebangsaanku, bangsa dan tanah airku 

  Marilah kita berseru, Indonesia bersatu "

Happy Independence Day Indonesia, land where I was born, place where I grew up. Even google's taking part of this moment by using red-white for its symbol :) Dirgahayu RI!

broken heart robot

It has been 2 am and I'm (still) awake. Listening to the melodies, surfing on net world, and I'm (still) awake. To be honest, this week will be so hectic. I'll say good bye to this week soon. While forcing my self to sleep, I played with my stuffs. The words are random, I wish everyone was born with heart inside.

twigs among the sky