Saturday, December 11, 2010

Jalan-Jalan Sore


Dua hari yang lalu gw melakukan sesi "Jalan-Jalan Sore" sendirian. Awalnya cuma karena mau beli catridge printer ke toko buku, tapi ya nanggunglah muter-muter aja sekalian. Kadang emang butuh kegiatan seperti itu, pergi di cuaca mendung, dengerin radio di mobil, nyanyi-nyanyi ga jelas. Yah pokoknya ignoring the world lah hehe. Somehow, waktu itu solo ramenya bukan main dan polisi berdiri dimana-mana bikin bingung aja. Entah siapa yang mau lewat, sepenting apa orang yang mau lewat, dan se-tajir apa orang yang mau lewat sampai mereka ga mau bagi-bagi jalan sama kaum fakir. hahaha entahlah. Gw pernah baca kalo di Philiphina itu seorang presiden akan rela mengantri di tengah kemacetan bersama rakyatnya. Gw ber-standing ovation buat itu, you'll take it to a better place if you feel it directly. Haha udah deh bahas-bahasan tentang forider-nya, bukan itu yang mau gw ceritain.
Kemaren itu karena gw membawa kamera jadi yaudah deh "ckrik-ckrik" random gitu di jalan. Ada beberapa kejadian yang sebenernya ga umum tapi telah menjadi umum di budaya kita. Gambar pertama itu ada pemuda bermain gitar di perempatan Bank Indonesia. Suaranya ga terlalu bagus, badannya tegap, terlalu sayang untuk jadi penjaja musik di jalan.Yah tapi itulah hidup, serba penuh pilihan meskipun kadang ga semua hal itu bisa dipilih hehe. 
Ini foto random yang kedua, kejadiannya di daerah Nonongan. Like mom, like daughter. Yep! Ibunya mengajak anaknya mengemis, menyandarkan nasib pada orang lain. Iya sih memang hal-hal itu kaya rantai setan. Pengemudi dermawan -> peminta bergantung nasib -> habit -> easy money oriented -> continously cycling -> mental of beggars. And it is just sad. Gw pun suka dilema gitu, kadang ngasih kadang enggak. Lagi-lagi hidup pun isinya pilihan. Pilihan jalan mana yang mau diajarkan ke anak. Pilihan buat ngasih apa enggak :P


Foto terakhir ya dari "Jalan-Jalan Sore" kemarin. Sebenernya masih buanyak banget foto-fotnya, cuma capek deskripsiinnya >.< Nah ini foto diambil gara-gara gw iseng. Mumpung kena lampu merah dan ternyata ada beberapa pengendara motor yang otaknya seringkali ngawur. hahaha. Masa berenti aja di zebra cross. Lagi-lagi hidup isinya pilihan. Choice for go with the rules or break the rules. Dua-duanya pasti ada esensinya. Ga selamanya patuh peraturan itu baek, dan ga selalu yang namanya melanggar peraturan itu buruk. Yah, just keep it balanced lah :)

See you in another late afternoon,

sin

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Melodies

It's just an absurd post. Nothing's better than playing some melodies in my dorm after having an exam. I love when the strings sounding the song. I feel my fingers are playing the notes by theirselves. Hahaha oh com'on Sinta, they work on orders of the brain. I mostly play them for my self and it's my bad.
[additional content due to a mollusca's protest]
I am not good at music (less than basic level) and i don't favor in any specific genre of music. I play notes i love, then stop when i want to. I listen to songs (whoever's song it is) i like and stop it when i'm tired. Kuffner's sheet of music can stop headache for seconds. Sometimes, i take the guitar just for a 'twinkle-twinkle star' and return it to its place. For several friends, they are having music as their life but i am not. Music is a complement, a nice complement :)

Anyway, talking about today's living, i have just done aviation medicine exam which should be my last block exam in my pre-clinical study. I hope it will be useful someday -.- (Oh ok, all things must be good at something, someday, and somehow). As usual, life is going quickly. I clearly remember the moments while i was having orientation time in the beginning, having bitter-sweet time, even i was crying when i left my home to go to Solo. It's been more than three years already. And unwittingly, November will be gone in few next days. I want to be at home for December for picking my nieces at their school, driving my mom anywhere, silly talking with siblings, swimming with father, and ofcourse meeting up with my friends. AAAAAAA --> screaming for December. And it trully becomes an absurd post hahahah.

cheers,

sin

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

For Those With Differences

Waktu kemaren karokean bareng anak-anak cimsa, si Andro tiba-tiba pilih lagu ini. Dia nyanyi pake hati gitu loh hahaha. Posting ini gw dedikasikan (halah) buat temen-temen yang lagi menjalani kehidupan seperti disebut dalam lagu ini. Tetep semangat ya! Gw mengerti alasan kenapa harus bertahan dan kenapa harus menyerah :)

Peri Cintaku by Marcel Siahaan

di dalam hati ini hanya satu nama
yang ada di tulus hati ku ingini
kesetiaan yang indah takkan tertandingi
hanyalah dirimu satu peri cintaku

Friday, October 29, 2010

How lucky i am, how lucky we are

Indonesia 30-10-2010 1.30 am
Watching television, every chanel reports about mountain explosion, tsunami, about disaster.
Reading news paper, every headline says the number of disaster's victims.
Skimming twitter's timeline, almost every single tweet shouts progress report of disaster and it's increasing.

Simply talking with someone:
me: this afternoon i saw my friend was living a quite hard life.
him: wow
me: how lucky i am
him: this evening i saw children were standing near traffic light area, selling for news paper at 9 pm. They're still smiling even laughing.
me: how lucky i am
him: how lucky i am for everything i have.
me: how lucky we are.

Dear God,
Dear Allah,

Please keep us safe. Please keep them safe. Safe from hard life, safe from disaster.
Please God, i'm begging, i'm kneeling..

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Ketika Keegoisan Mengalahkan Segalanya

Semoga gw ga terlalu egois dengan menulis ini..
Setiap orang pasti punya kepentingan dalam hidupnya, punya tanggung jawab walau sekecil apa pun itu. Sebagian besar orang pasti akan melakukan apa pun untuk memenuhi kepentingan dirinya, sesulit apa pun. Tapi sebagai manusia yang katanya adalah makhluk sosial, seharusnya kita ga merugikan orang lain atas kepentingan diri sendiri dan atas tanggung jawab diri sendiri. Yah jahatnya sih gini ya, seharam apapun cara yang diambil seharusnya itu ga boleh bikin orang lain susah, bikin orang lain sengsara.

Gw menulis ini bukan karena gw orang dengan level keegoisan 0%, bukan itu. Gw juga sama aja, gw juga manusia yang kadang baik kadang juga brengsek. Buat gw, ga ada manusia dengan kadar kebrengsekan 0%. Tapi ga ada juga orang dengan kadar kebrengsekan 100% ;) Ibarat falsafah cina kuno, di dalam yin (hitam) selalu ada yang (putih) begitu pula sebaliknya (hahaha abis ujian akupunktur).

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Why am I keen on SCOPE CIMSA?

Well, Evil is the winner. Hahaha Ok, I am that impulsive. I'm continuing on posting.
In 2007, I'm trapped in a social program day, which was held by SCOPE CIMSA. SCOPE stands for Standing Committee on Professional Exchange, then CIMSA stands for Center for Indonesian Medical Students' Activities. This Organization provides all medical students over the world to go abroad for doing clerskhip. If you are doing this kinda student exchange, you could have a medical experience practice in another country (from Armenia to Venezuela) and there are more than one hundred countries you can go. 

By that trapping day, I am so interested in SCOPE. It gives me so much fun, so much knowledge, and so many new friends from Indonesia and from abroad. Thing that I love the most from SCOPE is the opportunity of cultural exchange. It will be very interesting when you talk to friends from far away countries which have a really different culture with us. You'll find something that "ok, something right for me not always proper to you". We talk about rules, culture, how to eat without spoon, religion, "kumpul kebo", politeness, etc.

Take your time

Hampir sebulan lamanya gw ga ngepost. Ini pun nyolong-nyolong posting di waktu ujian. Bulan Oktober ini adalah bulan yang super sibuk. Entahlah apa semua orang ngerasa kaya gitu, yang jelas "I'm in a YES". Awal bulan ini diawali sama kesibukan persiapan CIMSA October Meeting (OM). OM itu adalah meeting tahunan CIMSA. CIMSA itu adalah singkatan dari Center for Indonesian Medical Students' Activities. Well, next time gw akan posting edisi khusus SCOPE-CIMSA dan alasan kenapa gw betah banget disitu sama hal apa aja yang gw dapet dari situ ;)


Banyak banget yang terjadi di bulan Oktober ini, salah satunya adalah ketika gw berada dalam sebuah 'crash' dengan partner gw. Agak mengganggu kayanya kalo ditulis di post ini. Later, gw akan tulis dengan judul "Ketika Keegoisan Mengalahkan Segalanya" hahahha. sinetron abis, bak "Brama Kumbara". 

Ada juga cerita tentang seorang temen gw, yang hubungannya agak kurang baik sama satu temannya (bingung ga?). Pokoknya ntar gw juga mau posting tentang ini. Aduh sinta sinta.. banyak sekali yang lewat-lewat di kepala.

Evil: Sinta, teruskan posting dong ah. Masa lama ga posting.
Angel: Sinta belajar dong, besok kan ujian akupuntur bahan sejibun
Evil: Aduh masa belajar jam segini sih? ini kan jam-jamnya kortisol lagi tinggi, belajar ga bakal konsen
Sinta: sini kalian berdua gw jedotin aja *jedotjedot*

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Life - Clock

Healing a broken leg

X: Hi there, how are you doing?
Y: I'm fine here. Are you there?
X: Yes, I'm here, still here. in the same place.

Y: What are you doing there?
X: I'm keeping on healing my broken leg. Still hurts inside, maybe there's a fracture. I'm still hobbling for sometimes
Y: Hey, try to use stick! Maybe it helps.
X: Hey there, i have bought million of sticks. I'm using it, it helps me but not much. It's just hard to back to  normal, to the times when my legs were fine. How about your broken leg? Is it ok?
Y: Yes, ofcourse. I'm using stick right now. It's little bit hard, but i admit it, whatever it takes. I walk well, don't worry about me.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Time is running

Dear God,

Tonight i'm just realizing that time's moving so quickly, and i'm so wondering. God, it's almost the end of September, this cloudy September. Almost everyday, i meet mr. rainy. He brings a good smell of nature, a fine feeling, and ofcourse getting my car littered by mud ;)